I wish that the word perfect would be taken out of the dictionary, it does not exist therefore it should not be recognized as such. I’m sick of all the expectations that life gives you. This isn’t life, this is hell, I firmly believe this. There is no burning flames, no eternal damnation, the world we live in now is hell. Rape, Murder, Starvation, Abuse, Disease…the devil , whoever or whatever he may be, walks among us. Tempting us, draining our souls of the innocence and faith we have left from childhood. He constantly whispers over our shoulder: to binge so we purge, to lie so we bare consequence, to take unreachable risks so we fail. There is no winning in this world, it is all a very slow hour glass , dying each day, not knowing what is next, where is next. But I have faith, that God knows , that he has faith in us, his children to persevere through this hell and make it to that which is the promise land. And when we get there , there will be know judgement, no fat, no skinny, no pain, just pure energy. Enlightenment. Just Being. I await this day, I do not fear death, for the world we live in is hell.
GUYS I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW
- I got a call back from SAG Talent Agency Taylor Royall
- I have a meeting with the CEO of Kim Alley Models
- I have been talking with Modelogic Wilhemina VA
- I was just booked for a shoot with Mila and Fire Vintage (D.C Fashion Designers)
: ) IT . IS. ALL. HAPPENING. AHHH.
Thank you : )
I am 19 so me no haha I’m always broke. But my parents are pretty well off ; but divorced many times lol.